.Saturday, June 18, 2005
what is love?
if i can speak beautifully and can sing like an angel, but i don't
love others, i sound like a child banging on a piano or a screeching radio.
if im very smart, almost a genius, if i can figure out the hardest math problems and understand sentence diagrams, but don't
love others, i am nothing.
love will stand in line and wait its turn.
love looks for the good in others.
love doesn't always want what others have, and it doesn't brag about what it does have.
love is polite, even when the other person is rude.
love doesn't get angry over the small things, and it doesn't remember one reason after another to be hurt.
love isn't happy when someone else fails but is happy with the truth.
love will always protect others, especially those who are often picked on or teased.
love always believes the best about others and is steady and true.
love never gives up. preaching will stop someday. so will speeches. knowledge will come to an end. today we only know part of what there is to know. we can preach and speak only with a small part of understanding, but when perfection comes then what is imperfect will go away.
i am now young, and so i talk and think and speak like a child. when i become an adult, i will put childish ways behind me. now we see only a poor reflection, like in a mirror; then we will see face to face. now i only know part of what there is to know; then i will know fully and will be fully known.
only three things matter in life:
Faith, Hope and Love.
But the greatest of these is LOVE.
:: when your feeling so sucky and really really find that your in need of love..
open your bibles are read. im sure one page will be fit for you cos our HeavenlyDaddy speaks to us in so many ways that sometimes we get so used to it we ignore it. His Word is written for us so that it may guide us through our ups and downs, our pains and sorrow. there's even one for us in times of cheers and joy. ordeals in life are obstacles given to us to make us stronger. when it comes to relationship problems, it may make two parties stronger, it can break them. it's all about our outlook on life and how we handle our situation. problems in life also strengthen our relationship with God.
:: my day sucked totally and i felt like giving up. on my math and on myself. (thank God my mummy bought me a hot pink bible when i was young) my bible caught my attention and i started flipping the pages. i found one page just for me (: a part that says "love doesn't get angry over small things, and it doesn't remember one reason after another to be hurt" i was hurt and shattered today but this line hit me. why remember the hurts when it just brings you nothing but prolong pain? i may remember, but just don't use it against the other party. everything seems clearer now (: (:
thank you Father for your Word and your everlasting Love and continuous guidance. i love you, HeavenlyDaddy (:
notes: 3 entries in one day, it has got to be the longest day of my life. but great things learnt. great knowledge gain. great experience.
[passage taken from The New Adventure Bible]
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when you say you love me
like the sound of silence calling,
i hear your voice and suddenly
i'm falling, lost in a dream.
like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
you say those words and my heart stops beating.
i wonder what it means.
what could it be that comes over me?
at times i can't move.
at times i can hardly breath.
when you say you love me
the world goes still, so still inside and
when you say you love me
for a moment, there's no one else alive
you're the one i've always thought of.
i don't know how, but i feel sheltered in your love.
you're where i belong.
and when you're with me if i close my eyes,
there are times i swear i feel like i can fly
for a moment in time.
somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
and frozen in time,
oh when you say those words.
when you say you love me
the world goes still, so still inside and
when you say you love me
for a moment, there's no one else alive
and this journey that we're on.
how far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
and when you say you love me,
that's all you have to say.
i'll always feel this way.
when you say you love me
the world goes still, so still inside and
when you say you love me
in that moment,
i know why i'm alive
when you say you love me.
when you say you love me.
do you know how iloveyou?
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AHHHHH
damn it!! i feel so darn bloody stupid.
you know those chinese shows? then the mother will always say to the person the daughter/son likes who isn't very intellegent?
they always say "your so stupid no wonder why nobody wants?"
haha. fiction. but it holds a little truth in it actually.
you see right? stupid people tend to do stupid things.
that kinda piss people off.. so no one will want them.. more less need them.
HAHA. sometimes it hurts so much that it becomes a joke.
it's no wonder why people go crazeee.
at times i really wish i could be someone else.
someone more lovable. more matured.
when i have nothing to do in school, sometimes i will just look at the people around me..
and wonder how it would be like to be just like them.
to be a good as them. as appreciated as them.
i try. i really do. despite me trying so hard, i can never be as good as them.
nobody's perfect. but why must i be slightly less perfect than others?- i've turned my phone off 'cos i need some time to think about the things i've done in my life to actually make me loved by someone so special.
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.Friday, June 17, 2005
4 days for torture.
120605happy 4 months baby boy!! (:4 months already.. we've gone a long long wayy.. and an even longer way to go right babee?yes yes. all the ups and all the downs. i'm glad we've made it this far. (:i went to church and went for the youth ministry (the ONE COMMUNITY) instead of the adult service for a change. good. not bad. but i heard the message before in mgs 'cos the third place people came to mgs before.after that rushed down to buy a whistle and lighter and matches for ltc.met my groupie at like 3ish for dunch (dinner&lunch).and we went back to school to do last minute distribution of our stuff.and john apparently got a 85 litre backpack and he's like so small size but strong.so all the extra load of faraday had to go into his bag. poor guy.we started our approximately 15km hike to mcritchie at around 7.40pm.'cos my groupies insisted on having macs before we left.haha. and BANANA POWER!!and we headed off. mumtazah and i were in charge of leading the group through the bukit panjang, petir road, chestnut ave and dairy farm area 'cos it's our area and it's civilization.different people took turns and there was once we walked through this pitch black area and mr loke only allowed like one torch light to be turned on. sucks.walking in darkness.met mr ang's group in the middle and we gave way to them first so we had to wait for 40 mins as there had to be an interval in between each group so that the groups won't follow each other.we met with snakes and wild boars on the way there..and was accused for trespassing the singapore island country club at like 1+ in the morning?haha. yeah. then we walked and walked and walked and walked.and we needed to pee so badly and so the girls went to a bush.and mr loke said "don't worry i won't tell your boyfriends"that's like the least things we'd worry about in the middle of no where with a full bladder.and we reached at *drumroll* 2am!! :(the latest group and we were dead tired.reached the camp at 2.30am and had debrief.went to brush teeth and went to sleep at like 3.30am? ridiculous.goodnight world. some people didn't shower or change at all.130605woke up at 5.30am 'cos we needed to shower. thanks to the einstein people who woke us up.haha. yeah they were our bunkies. (: (: nice people.had to report at 7am to cook our own breakfast and wash up by 7.30am.ridiculous? yes. heh. after that faraday, bohr and einstein were supposed to go kayaking..but IT RAINED!! so we had free time to practice our group performance.the rain stopped at 9.30am and we had kayaking time until 12.it was cloudy. pefect!! (:yeah. we had to pair up one girl one guy.i partnered jeffery on this one.. and haha. he was in charge of the kayaking thingum so we had to paddle to this island which i think belongs to malaysia. haha.and on the way there, we could see people having personality clash and people fighting with each other.(no names shall be mentioned)after which we had to raft up together as a wach and change partners.i ended up with he ji. oh yes. and mumtazah lost her wet shoes 'cos the ground was so sticky, oily and muddy. yuck.at 12 we paddled back to lunch and we had to gobble down our food 'cos we had like loads of things to do with so little time.went for some belaying thingie.. and learnt how to belay people.and i had the most horrible time there 'cos mr kwok made me retie the knot on the rope about 6-8 times. because either it didn't look nice. it was wrong. it wasn't tight enough. *screams*after that we had to sit around for a debrief and listen to his lame jokes which sometimes was difficult to even give a polite laugh. haii..he used yuan xiao as a example and told him that he should be happy cos mr kwok is praising him.and said "some of you already received by worst treatment, right sarah?"RIGHT!!went for dinner and had a debrief with the teachers.we were let off at like 10ish. but had to do clean up and all..if im not wrong we had fire drills.. yes we did. we had fire drill and i was peeing. haii.so went to sleep at around 12.30am. and dorcas woke me up at 3am for sentry duty.*yawns* so horribly sleepy lahh.. had to patrol the place. at 4am i went back to bed after waking up the next batch of people.140605 & 150605morning call was at 6am but my bunkies woke up at 5.30am to wash up again.
had 5BX early in the morning. reporting time was 6.15am
but then we reported at 6.22am which is 7 mins late.
so we had to do sets of 7.
70 push ups. 70 crunches. 70 squats. 70 jumping jacks. 70 burpies.
had 3 mins to wash up and rush down for breakfast.
after that had a whole day of high rope activities.
started with the high elements and as everyone knows im damn scared of heights.
so i freaked out at the first station.
but all was better. i learnt to control my shaky limbs at the challenge pole (: i didn't shake much.
for the challenge pole only darrell, soon leng, yuan xiao, rahmat and one other guy managed to stay on.
all did a few pull ups in mid air except for yuan xiao who couldnt' do it.
after that we went for lunchie.
and went for rock climbing.
hapy happy (: first time i actually climbed all the way to the top. (: (:
and now im a professional spotter. i spot for everyone and make sure they don't hurt themselves when they fall.
took quite some time 'cos we helped the other half of faraday!!
after that we went to try the zipline.
man it was like commiting suicide. jumping off 4 levels high.
even though we have the harness on us and all.. it dind't feel like it.
followed by absailing which was pretty funky!!
faraday tried to balance this log thing. haha. so much physics involved.
had camp fire preparation.
and we were in charge of dinner duty so all was a rush.
had to clean up the whole kitchen by 7.30pm and get changed into the ltc shirt for campfire.
camp fire was alright. sang a lot fo stupid songs and did stupid dances.
it was the only campfire so far that dind't make people high. sad.
but *applaud* 6th student council. thanks for the effort.
had supposedly free and easy time..
and i was showering when they called for fire drill again. sucks lahh..
was late. and we all got scolding.
haii.. was asked to go back to our bunks and wait for the next one to ring.
it rang again at 1 plus.
shite. so we only got to sleep for like 3 hours.
'cos the next one rang again at 4am.. and we had to rush.
we kinda left celest behind 'cos there was this girl that looked like her in the dark so we counted her in.
teachers were pissed.
asked us to go back. and come out again at the fire drill.
sent back after that to pack all our belongings.and was asked to do jumping jacks as a group.any one person didn't stop with the rest of the group we re-do.CAN YOU IMAGINE EARLY IN THE MORNIGN 4AM?after which we went running for about 2km..came back around 6ish. given 3 mins to change into wet gearand another 3 to get our life jackets on.we walked into the sea (thank goodness it was high tide).until the water level was until the chest for row one.and until the waiste for row 3.we had to sing the school song (full version)and say the college creed. and we said it so many times cos there was little mistakes here and there.and we saw a pantyliner floating around the place.the girls were laughing and thee guys were disgusted. haha.and there was crabs crawling up my leg while i was singing. haha.had a final debrief and evaluation.had watch photo taking and ON THE WAY BACKK!! (:had to clean up the ground sheets and mass tins.until the said the magic words "your dismissed!!"woohoo!! mumtazah's daddy sent me home.i showered and rushed down to meet my babee.long time never see him already. missed him to bits.heh. im happy now.went home for dinner. and a nice rest.after this camp. you really learn to appreciate loads or things.for instance:_toilets without spider webs, spiders and lizards._toilets with toilet paper._sleep becomes a luxury._bed with pillows and bolsters._a blanket to keep you from the chilly nights._loved ones._your handphone._freedom._friends._good proper food._ALL THE LITTLE THINGS WE HAVE EVERYDAY.170605went to school to study.i sneaked food into the library. hehe. sweets.and did my math.though i wasn't very productive today 'cos i just cant do math.so i finished logarithmic & exponential functions, indices and surds ONLY!after that i went to watch the touch rugby girls play against replublic poly.final scored: 2-2was talking to bao zhi about everything.and we don't understand the game of touch rug.haha. sat around and talked to ade. loads to catch up on.waited for marc babee to finish his training.and i just realised that the match on sunday is like for girls and guys mixed.and the girls can touch the guys and the guys can touch the girls ANYWHERE ON THE BODY!!yucks. i don't even wanna think about. haha.ade said something funny about that. but it's quite true.such a touchy sport. haha. as long as they like the game!! (: right ade?im fine with it. im not gonna worry if some girl comes and touch my boy or even hugs him.im gonna tell myself that it's all part of the game right?yes.im tired.gonna rest now. long update. haii..
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.Saturday, June 11, 2005
everything goes wrong when your sick
CAN'T A SICK GIRL GET WHAT SHE WANTS?
today. woke up dead early.
went to school hoping to meet up with the people of faraday to discuss stuff but guess what?
out of 12 people in the group, only 2 came!!
the the 2 included myself.
t.w.o - me and jeff!! wahhh...
but funny thing is, i didn't feel as angry as i should.
being the leader of a bunch of leaders is not and easy job.
i understand that.. well, they were testing my patience.
and conclusion: i have patience.
i waited for 3 hours and only 2 of us were there.
sat around and wasted time. ate like pigs.
came up with a new cheer thanks to ade.
did half of the rhythmn thing. now we're left with the song item.
it's not fair lahh.. dorcas' and alex's group had 7 out of 10 there.
they started at 9 and was done by 9.30am..
haha. i started at 8 and ended at 11ish? lol.
yeahh.. went home instead since my mom won't let me go out.
i wanted to sneak around and go watch madagasca on my own..
but i figured it'll get too hot later in the day.. so i don't wanna walk in the sun at that hour.
and since i'm not feeling well, i feel so dead.
BORED. BORING. BORED. BORING. BORED. BORING. BORED.
anyone wants to come visit me now?!!!it's the little things that matter most.i don't care about the presents and the gifts.your smile will brighten up my day.if i remember correctly, someone was supposed to come sit around and bum around with me at home if i was unable to go out. i wonder who that is.. hmmm..haha. if you know who you are. good!! but you're forgiven. im glad your prioritising. haha.ahhhhhhh... why does my mother have to implent all these darn rules on me..it's not like i don't know when i'm fine and when i'm gonna die.i know lahh.. haii.. im still on my hunt for my backpack for ldp..ANYONE GOT A 40 LITRE BACKPACK FOR ME?!?i'll be forever grateful.haha. i think im high. i dunno what to do with myself.05A07 class bbq photos have been uploaded (:and another album has been made but i suggest you don't go there. that album will be consistently updated with weird photos that have no proper album to be put in ya? haha. enjoyy.i wanna get out of this prison and see the world like it should be seen.
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.Friday, June 10, 2005
the flower & the bus
this is the story of a girl..on a bright and sunny friday morning, sarah went to school for leadership development program (LDP) meeting. as usual, she was slightly late. :( 2mins to be precise. haha. she noticed that people in her group was sleeping during the talks & it encouraged her to do so as well. despite her cough, flu and fever, sarah managed to stay awake. they learnt about first aid and what to do when what happens and her groups discussed about the rhythmn thing and food!! glorious food. after that she headed down to the doctors after walking out with usha!! they talked and spent a lot of time talking about the good old first three months period (: and boarded 985 together. usha was nice enough to follow sarah all the way from pjc to bukit batok. so sweet. after usha went off, a little malay boy and his daddy came onto the bus. haha. he was adorabe (: (: (: but his actions were amusing and cute. heh. the little boy held on to a flower with his left hand while sarah was playing with her digital camera!! when she suddenly heard..
boy: you give to her for me can?
boy's dad: no, give it to her yourself.
boy: please.
boy's dad: just say hello and give it to her.
boy: *throws flower at me*
me: *picks up the flower and gives back to him*
boy: it's yours!!
me: oh. thank you then.
boy's dad: *presses the bell*
boy: daddy!! why never let me press the bell?
(boy's dad just smiled)
boy: BYEBYE!!
me: bye.
haha. so cute right? so young already learn all these stuff.. sarah thought he was very very cute so she decided to take a photo of the flower just in cas she lost it. which she did eventually. sarah got off a few stops later and went to see the doctor who said she had a swollen respiratory system and that she had to go on a two day mc.
doc: flu is like a deadly diseases that spreads far and wide.
me: uh huh.
doc: so im writing you a 2 day mc for you so save the world not to save you.
me: OKIE!!
doc: don't be too happy. you have to go home and rest.
me: but can i go back to school and pass my teacher the cheque?
doc: i've done my job in giving you an mc, and prescibing medicine for you. the rest is up to you.
me: OKIE!! BYEBYE!!
doc: byebye.
that's the good thing about having a family doctor. you get fun conversations.
sarah went back to school under the scorching hot sun and went to look for miss lee to pass her the cheque for the australian trip and left school. she took her medication and konked out. how wonderful. her sleep was distrubed by a few phone calls by concern friends. THANKS GUYS!! after that, she went for dinner with her family!! (: but they ate pizza, so all poor sarah could eat was pasta. went home and tada!!
*does my hair look dyed in the photo with usha? it's scary.
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.Thursday, June 09, 2005
05A07 bbq!!
i went to KAP macs at 10am!! i miss king albert park mcdonalds!!
where all the mgs and acs people would just hang around there after school.
wasting precious time and bumming around.
well.. supposed to meet helmi, kenny, tim, eugene and ade there..
but guess who was there when i reached?! NO ONE!!
im the first. again.
called all of them and eugene and tim said that they weren't coming down.
ade will come down now..
helmi and kenny were at bukit timah..
and when they said bukit timah.. i thought near kap..
but when they said bukit timah.. they meant NEAR MY HOUSE!!
ahhhh.. waited for a long time again. just for them. bahh..
ate hotcakes for breakfast (: (: (: yum yum. ade ate that too.
helmi and kenny were eating some burger. haha.
and suddenly kenny said "it's been such a long time since i had breakfast"
SO RANDOM!! haha.yeahh..
after that we went to cold storage for grocery shopping..
and they couldn't stop going on and on about how i'll look like being a good housewife.
and i don't wanna be a housewife!! humph.
so we walked to ntuc 'cos the beef at cold storage is not halal.
hmm.. walked there. and walked back to kap to meet up with the rest of the peeps.
headed down to ade's house. we walked there. hello!!
it was like 12 noon under the hot sun and we walked down. haii..
thrifty classmates!! so i had to borrow shirlene's shirt!!
thank you shirlene for the shirt!!i bummed around with them for a while and went to school for choir.
sectionals seemed extra long today.. had the pounding headache.
was feeling dizzy thanks to the weather.
amelia was nice to let me off at 5 to i could go down to the bbq!!
haha. quite fun.. i didn't do myself good!
i went there and ate the bbqed food when im not supposed to. haii..
it was too tempting!!
went to watch drumline and honey!!
really good shows.. haha. watched it too many times and i still love them.
my illness was getting worse.. and it didn't help with the guys saying that i had a tweety bird head with a big bird body.. it's not nice at all.. :(
yeahh.. loitered around the place. sat around. took photos.
GREAT DAY LAHH!! haha.
thanks all for organising it.. had a great time.
and i don't believe miss lee actually let all of you consume alcohol!!
we're underaged. haha.
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.Wednesday, June 08, 2005
feelings i hate.
the feeling inside consumes like an open wound.
as much as it sucks and i need it to go.
it wont budge. it just wont leave.
everything's coming back to me.
why the reoccurance of the mistakes in life?
why the feeling of sadness all over again?
LEAVE GET OUT, i want to live my life happy again.
without the thought of what has happened coming back to me all over again.
stop haunting me like i owe you something!!
i want to be living my life away from fears.
away from the pain and hurt it scarred me with 6 months back.
when i made the mistake of my life 2 years 2 months back.
it's not fair to the people around me.
im tired of living behind a facade. tired of running away.
ihateyou. leave me alone.
i pray with all my heart i don't have to live with it anymore.
maybe it's the guilt i have to live with for the rest of my life.
the guilt of breaking the promise of not leaving.
but i had no choice. i had to go.
everything you come back, the guilt in me grows.
is it my fault?
i can't wait for the night to be over.
for me to meet up with humans with feelings and thoughts.
for me to stop feeling so lonely.
for me to stop the tears from flowing.
for me to focus on my studies and my music.
for me to start growing up.
for me to start being matured.
being someone that people actually do like with no complains.
for me to start prioritising.
for me to know that friends and love are equally important.
for me to know THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST, IT'S OVER.
no one should stop me from getting my happiness.
nothing should.
i should be happy and learn to be genuinely happy.
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choir choir choir
went to school again for sectionals!! at 9. haha.
yeahh. went to the grandstand to do warm ups before having combine with the sops.
after that.. had our own sectionals.
went to lot one for eat. haha. LET'S EAT!! (:
waiting for 40-45 mins for my food. no wonder why there's no service charge.
haha. they don't deserve it. bahh..
was so hungry already. haii.. ate like half my plate of rice when cuijing called.
cuijing: hello? where are you?
me: *thinks maybe she wants to join us* er.. lot one?
cuijing: WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE?
me: huh? doesn't choir start at 3.30pm?
cuijing: NO.. it starts at like 2.
(by the way, it was 2.16pm)
me: but yesterday you said it was at 3.30pm.
cuijing: no i was talking about thursday!!
me: ok. we'll be back as soon as possible.
yeahh
thank goodness miss ong was coming only at 3 so we managed to rush back
haha. yeah. so we had like 4+ hours of choir combined.
hahaha. after that we did like push ups, sit ups and some superman thing
:(
gross. yeahh.. babee waited for me to finish choir just so he can walk out with me!!
so sweeeeet (: (:
but tonight i am so gonna catch up on my sleep since my boy is going out with the guys tonight.
i am gonna have to spend the night alone with no one to talk to on the phone!! hah. i'll survive.
MUMMY WOW!! I'M A BIG KID NOW!!
i couldn't sleep last night. kept waking up.
dunno why also. had the weirdest dream last night though.
pjc choir was in australia.and my mummy was there too. we were at the sydney opera house.and dunno why but for the singapura medley, miss ong wanted us to wear like batik skirts and tops.then someone happened to wear her gown.the only person wearing the gown.and funny, someone was wearing the pjc uniform too.haha. and there was like no uniformity.ahah. it was quite chaotic.haha. i dreamt i saw someone i don't wanna see there also. with another girl. haha.i hope it's nothing but a dream.
cos it'll really suck if anythign like that happens when we're all the way downunder.
tomorrow is 05A07 class bbq!! (:
more phototaking i hope!!
and NO INDIAN POKA FOR ME!
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.Monday, June 06, 2005
boredom
Your Expression Number is 7 |
Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well. Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times. |
THIS IS SO NOT TRUE!! (:marc babee got the same number as meee!! but seriously, it fits him more than me!!Wine
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i have got to be so bored.
went to school for pw today.. haha.
supposed to meet at 9 1030am..
but we only started work at like 1145? our class came over and chit chat.
haha. yeah. our survey wasn't approved at first.
stay back in school and did it.
and FINALLY it has been approved.
just needa make the necessary changes.
went into the library to do cost&production in the long run.
i managed to finish it.. heh. (: good girl sarah.
then i hung around school..
and went to the choir board.. and WOAH!!
i have like 28 hours of choir before going to australia.
and on the day we fly off, we have choir as well :(
will be so darn tired.
and im really tired now.
so i'm gonna shower (: gonna wait up for my babee to call (: (: (:
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.Sunday, June 05, 2005
shopping spree
today.. i went to church without my bro.
kinda worried for him.. he suddenly doesn't feel like going to church.
haii.. after that went to elizabeth hotel for lunch (: (:
real good food there!! yum yum.
went shopping. it's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!
there were so many things on sale..
but only few were nice.
haha. and i was actually looking for sleeved tops.
my mum thought i was madd. first time (:
haha. went to esprit to check out the clothes!!
nothing nice except for one jacket!!
it's really nice but i'll never wear it in singapore..
it's cool lahh.. it's like a normal jacket but it's really long like half my thigh.
and i think it looked absolutely fabulous.
but i didn't get it 'cos it wasn't practical. how often do people wear jackets in singapore?
yeahh.. wanted to get this top. but decided to walk around first.
walked to different shops. haha. almost every shop actually.
fila. adidas. royal sporting house. pepperplus. esprit. mango. osmose. dano. fond hugs. isetan. converse. bum. fourteen. levis. billabong. and loads more!!
HAHA. but i only bought 4 items. bleaghh..
i decided not to waste my mummy's money until i decide that i really need the clothes!! (:
i wanted this brown top from esprit.
a deep pink top from pepperplus.
a teal coloured top from mango.
a skirt from bum.
polo tee from billabong.
khaki pants from bum.
climacool t-shirt from adidas.
bag from fila.
and i didn't get any!!i figured that i don't go out enough to wear that many clothes.
haha. but i did get a top and a bag from bum equipment.
a jacket from converse.
and a top from somewhere else!!
though i wanted to get the pants from bum.
haha. it kinda sucks being tall lahh.. i admit.
size medium was too short.
and large was way too big. it dropped off. :(
haha. yeahh.. mum was like "sure you don't want anything else?"
haha. YUP IM SURE MOMMIE!!
i feel so nice today!! (: haha
haha. so now i don't feel like going shopping anymore!!
but it's good. 'cos i can focus on my books and the info in them.
(: (: (:
and i still wanna watch madagasca!!
oh yes. and photos are updated.
(photos are put according to date)
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.Saturday, June 04, 2005
long time no update!! :(
wednesday. had choir sectionals at around 12ish. almost died. babee was being sweet and bought me a drink from sweet talk. (: haha. yup. had choir again at 3.30pm. seriously. it was bad. so tiring. after that was
05A02 BBQ!! (: (: (: i missed them loads lahh. and chucky and hong sheng went backk!! (: whee!! really great. though i was like terribly late, they all saved food for me. it was all going well until something happened. there was this fire and hong sheng tried to use ice to put it out. the fire was extinguished. yes. but there was sorta like an explosion before that. brenda tried to dodge the fire and caused her old injury to act up again. haii.. joe was burnt around his neck. quite bad. but clement was the worse. jessie was on his left, joe was on his right and brenda was behind him. so he just sat down there. and he got burnt on his face and his hands and arms. poor dude. but it's cool that he's alright now. in fact all of them went back to school the following day even though they had to go to the hospital for a check up. hong sheng went along with them. i think he felt quite bad. BUT IT ISN'T HIS FAULT RIGHT? yes. surprisingly i didn't get burnt 'cos i was directly opposite clement on the other side of the table. hmm.. after they left. it became very quite 'cos there was no clement to sing stupid songs and no more joe to talk back to him. heh. yeah. we listened to random songs. and i sang. i was tired lahh. so a little high. i sang non-stop but never completed a song. yeah. zhen hui illegally bought some drinks. and yeahh.. walked to the bus stop with jessie 'cos i was worried to leave her alone on her own.
thursday. had choir sectionals at 8am. early in the morning. for 4 hours!! :( yeah. but it was quite fun though i still do not like "new york state of mind" ahhh.. babee didn't come to school today :( so i stayed in the library to study for my econs on my own!! (: great achievement. first time i study alone ok? haha. yeah. i sat down there for 2 hours trying to figure out how to do cost&production. and mind you that was after 2 hours of trying to ask j2s to help!! and i was sitting there alternately doing my geog and econs.. and suddenly. *BING* i had enlightenment!! i understand cost&production in the short run. and i figured long run was just memory work. (: marv. haha. yeah. walked out of school with jamama!! and talked a lot of rubbish lahh.. haha. was great fun!! went home and did the tys questions on cost&production. good girl sarah!!
friday. went to school at 8.30am for econs lecture. it's 2 and a half hours long!! oh mummy. but time passed really fast when you actually listen in lectures. heh. yeah. did the drq questions and went through the format on how to do it and stuff. had the econs test which apparently is not counted anymore 'cos too many people did not study!! :( well, i did. and if it was counted i could have at least passed!! 'cos so many of the questions are in the tys which i did the night before. so it's like fresh in my head. :( oh wells. life isn't fair. immediately after that, i went for geog test in the library. and the librarian is so much stricter than miss leong can? wahh.. can't even look at the people around you. haha. i had no time to finish the paper. had too much to write and latifah just told me that 8 marks for a 4 part question should not be like half a page long. haii.. wasted to much time on explaining and giving examples. it's no wonder why i couldn't finish the paper. after the test. went to eat a little. went back to library to sleep for 1 hour before sectionals started. AIR CON lahh.. haha. went for sectionals then choir immediately. haha. learnt the "new york state of mind" bahh.. and wad we learnt was wrong 'cos the song is supposed to be real slow. haha. miss ong is so cute. i told her i had to leave early and she gave me that look. it's a very amusing look. haha. yeahh.. so i left early for arts outing with
05A07. went for dinner first at thai express. had green curry with rice. yum yum. now i owe miss lee money with i dun noe how much it is.. i tell you. EVERYONE LOOKED SO GOOD LAHH!! haha. peiling and su xian were so preeeettty!! what to do? haha. the dance was superb!! really really fantastic. and the lightyears shingo was sitting behind ade. and i was next to ade. he's very very good looking in real life. haha. and stupid clement was like "marc's not here. i won't tell him" haha. shut up lah clement!! yes im scolding you here. yeah. didn't do anything in the end. haha. i know what i want lahh.. that guy's only eye candy. haha. and beside i can't even remember how he looks like now. yeahh. mommie came to bring me home!! (:
saturday. today. went to school at 10 for pw meeting with miss lee. sighh. everyday i go back to school. had the little mini-meeting and then headed down to causeway point. wanted to watch madagasca but babee had to do some thing. so i just followed him around. (: im nice. haha. yeah. then went to get some stuff. i tried window shopping on my own at esprit for a while but i figured that if i buy clothes on sale. EVERYONE ELSE WILL HAVE IT!! yeahh. so haha. walked around. and it was still early. so i followed him to orchard to meet his cousins. went for dinner. wanted to go play pool but the waiting period was how long? 2-3 hours!! so i took a bus home. was real bored. so instead of taking the traditional 171 home. haha. i decided to try 700A and then change bus somewhere. and i made it home!! im happy. 'cos i made it home on my own (: im growing up.
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